We were lavished with attention; Mom and stepdad gave us a lot of toys and new clothes, took us out to several movies, and took us to the many parks in the area. When we had moved back to San Jose, my mother did not tell her father where we were. Money changed hands, and my grandfather told me and Peggy that we would be spending some time with the other adults, and that we were to obey them and do whatever they wanted.
My Mother My mother started sexually abusing me when I was a toddler. Mary Anne followed us with my sister in hand; the older man behind them - grandpa handed him the knife. The adults then stripped, dressed in black robes and cowls, and demonstrated - performed - their ritual. My sister was dressed when they brought her upstairs. She had been ordered by the California welfare and social departments to turn us over to my mother. To this day, pink pants trigger me. Lester, my stepfather, had been told that grandpa Art and the babysitters were going to take us out so that my mother could have an evening to herself to relax. The youngest woman stripped nude, and lay down on the altar - the others surrounded the table quietly, silently. Best of luck to you and please post back as to what you have decided to do and if these replies have been helpful. What should I do about this? Until I hit puberty, people always thought I was a boy. Mary Anne told me that the older man, older than my grandfather Art, was my Uncle Ray. Mary Anne brought me and my sister in and had us stand there as the man asked us if we would obey him now. This told me that he would never save me. We were told to be completely quiet, taken to the car, and driven home. Peggy and I were thrilled to have a baby brother, and spent the entire trip home - which took several hours - playing with him, feeding him, taking care of him. Both treated me like a son rather than a daughter. Welcome to the Machine After my dad's death, my mother and her new husband drove down to pick up Peggy my sister and me. But this is the first post I've read about a girl just doing that to her brother without at least asking first. The following contains explicit descriptions of sexual abuse, pedophilia, and ritual abuse. Before the end of that first month home with them, before Thanksgiving , the woman babysitter called me to the bedroom. The other two women and the younger man tortured each other; taking turns tying each other up and whipping each other till blood ran, putting stringed balls and more into each other's orifices - I was terrified, and my sister buried her face in the couch. Early on, they told us that if we ever told anyone about our "love" that he would beat us with my stepfather's belt, and he showed us the belt - a very wide leather belt with three rows of metal grommets. Not long afterwards, some adults - our "babysitters" and another woman - arrived, and my grandfather told them we had been "broken in very well and were very obedient but needed more training. In , Alum Rock had a swimming pool and a small zoo, and we loved going there. The priest and the others then resumed their positions around the altar, and he then intoned "Without blood, there is no life - without life, there is no blood" - and drank.
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